On 06 May 2014, i confirmed that my heart is already dead. Really thanks for the wonderful memories that you had given me. You had been so nice to me till I was already confirmed that I going to spend my future with you. You build this dream and you destroy it as well.... I really really really never expect whatever you said was all nothing but lies... After our break up and after i know the truth, I was like pity you cos you seems like don't have any true friends or maybe i should say friends that really concern about you, so I decided to stay by your side and be your friend and help you with your business as well. As I had already make plans for your bday and bought your bday gift but i know you wouldn't want to meet me so I was thinking of trouble your friends to carry on everything and pass the gift to you... and when i intro my friend into the business is more because of you but my friend recently complain to me that you are not responsible, i even beg her and ask her to give you another chance....  I really never expect you come and confront me and scold me because of all the things I did and even say that i put my friend into the business is to spy you. Seriously when I heard all that, instead of angry or upset, I will say I more of heartpain.... I really don't know how to describe my feeling as of at that point of time.... I will try very hard to start a new life, a life without you..... I will try very hard to forget that I love you....






Recently sometimes I would feel down and sometimes I would feel annoyed/angry (mainly because of one thing), but I am really happy that this special person step into my life and this person's presence really beauty up my life cos even though I am feeling sad/angry after talking to this person really make me forget all my unhappiness.... I am really blessed to have this special person to be by my side :) I just hope that this person is not annoyed by me keep on complaining :P


Unknowingly, I had been working as a financial consultant for already 1 year plus le... Time really fly very fast. There are indeed ups and downs.... but i still manage to pass through it :) Hereby, I really would like to say thanks to all my client for being with me and giving me the strength to go on and persevere. I wouldn't say it a smooth sailing journey, there are times when i breakdown and times when i really think of giving up... but no matter what I still survive and pass through it :) So thanks everyone who had been there supporting me and giving me the strength to break through instead of breakdown and quit the job :)

Thanks Everyone :)




Long time never blog anything le cos had been very busy with work and today something happened. Actually I cannot blame anyone that this thing cos it is really my own fault that this thing happened. If I really get to go office later then I will let my boss know about it :) Ok la... today is thursday already, so just hang on there everyone, weekend is coming soon :) Hope that everyone had a great week ahead ^__^


Haha.... long time never blog le cos was quite busy with all the training of my job. Today is Mother's day, so first of all, I wish all mothers had a very Happy Mother's Day... I should be starting my job soon cos I had already finished my training le, I hope that I can be successful in my jobs :)


I still remember the first few meeting with my manager, he always ask me about my family support for my career then of course i just tell him about it but not all the details. Actually my mother say a lot of negative comment regarding about my career... of course I will feel a bit demoralise but I thought to myself if because of what my mother say then I am going backed out then I might regret in the future, why not just let me try and who knows, I might be as successful as my manager ^__^ Since I work hard till now already, so I will continue to work hard even when I am working in the company already... So that I can be as successful as my manager ^__^


I had just finished my M9A test and unexpectedly I fail the test. The first thing I did was to call my manager and tell him about it even though he did not blame me for it but I still feel that I let him down (I think this is my characteristics ba, I am a kind of person that if someone had a expectation for me then if I never make it to the expectation of that person, I will feel sorry to that person and I will also feel that I let the person down.). When I was on the phone with my manager, I try to hold on my tears so that my managers will not know that I cry. After I talk to him on the phone, my tears start to roll down my cheek and it flowing like river T.T Now I am tired le, I am going to sleep le.... later will be a brand new day for me....



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Jessie Lim
Female
22 yrs old
16-11-1990 > scorpio
CPS YHSS Bishan ITE NYP Working